You

Goodbye--
Who knows when we will
Meet again

Waitin' for a day
That I fear
Will never come

But nothing stops
A restless, hopeful mind
…from dreaming

-february 22, 2000-
-10:16 AM-
-harmony classroom-
-from tigger notebook-

Dillusional

Looking up I see the clouds
…but where are you?
glancing down I see the asphalt
…but I don't see you
searching…still lookin'…lonely…
I still haven't seen you
Look at me, here I am-
Still waiting for you

-february 21, 2000-
-5:00 PM-
-quadrangle, risers-
-from tigger notebook-

Growers

for Enrico

This thing in my head
Those words that you said-
Even though uncertain
…still… it did not stop me
From bursting with joy

Everyday
It's like I see you--
For the first time…
…like a song stuck in my head…
It never fails
I'm still swooning

I'm in a sea of emotions
Under the blazing sun--
Bathing in my own esteem…
…thinking…hoping…
What if…just what if--
You were here--with me

-february 21, 2000-
-12:00 NN-
-harmony classroom-
-from tigger notebook-

Untitled

The ebb of the tide has caught me
Brought me far…far away from shore
Dragged me deep down into the abyss of my existence
I died-
I did not survive

Then I woke up
I was in a different bed, on the right side
I got up and tripped…I stubbed my toes
I fell-
I did not get up

As I laid there
I caught myself glancing into your deep-set eyes
You carried me…straight into your arms
I lived-
And I did not regret it

-february 17, 2000-
-9:34 AM-
-harmony classroom-
-from tigger notebook-